arggghh, had another fight with claire. so annoying. apparently she had a worse day than me.... hmmm ok. so anyway i'd just had a shit day and i'd already scratched the fuck out of my legs with a pair of blunt as scissors and she telling me i was not worth having in ehr life cause i was so messed up really made my day great. so i ended the day by swallowing about 12 panadols and more attempts to peirce the skin with those fucking scissors. dunno why i bother with them, they are sooo bad. i really need to get some more blades or soemthing. i wanna get a knife this time but. jsut to see what thats like. mmmmmm.... knife. would be heaps harder to conceal but. whatever