Saturday, June 11, 2005

Does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is?


I want a boy.
+ A nice boy.
+ Someone who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me.
+ Hold my hand in line.
+ Someone who would sing to me at random moments.
+ Who would let me sleep on his chest.
+ And I would love it that whenever we went to shows, he wouldn't mind it if i drooled over the lead singer (or bassy boy) for the night.
+ He wouldn't’t mind me re-saying the lines to all my favorite movies.
+ He would get along with my parents
+ He would surprise me with 25 cent rings.
+ We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.
+ He would take me to the park.
+ Sometimes at night we would put on music and dance in our pajamas.
+ Oh and I'd love his bed head.
+ We would play tag on the beach.
+ He'd tell all his friends about me and smile when he did.
+ This boy would dedicate songs to me at his shows
+ We'd sit on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches.
+ We'd make out in the rain.
+ He would write me notes to tell me where he was if he left when I wasn’t around.
+ He'd kiss me every morning when he woke up.
+He'd always tell me when something didn’t look good, and I didn’t mind.
+ He'd play monopoly with me until the "wee hours" of the morning.
+ He'll always make out with me when I want him and never pull away.
+ He'd be someone to share lollipops with.
+ He will get along with all my friends, and vice versa.
+ He would never be embarrassed to say "I Love You" In front of his friends.
+ We'd take midnight car rides down to the beach.
+ We'd have pillow fights and throw sheets when we changed them.
+ I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me
+ He'd love music just as much as I do
+ He would play around with me and buy swords with me at cheapo stores.
+ We would make funny faces at each other when im on the phone.
+ I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.
+ Someone who would take me to the city just to walk around.
+ Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house.
+ I would like to write my name in a heart on his hip bone, and him to write his on mine.
+ Talk to on msn about stupid things.
+ Someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something very, very serious, yet silly and tell me not to laugh.
+ A boy who wouldn’t mind me putting mustard on everything, He'd never say "ew that’s gross".
+ Someone who would make me laugh like no one else could.
+ He'd surprise me all the time.
+ He'd like to chew ice just as much as I did.
+ He wouldn't break my heart or lie to me.(or cheat)
+ A boy who likes stars also like I do.
+ He'd hold me closer than normal if I was sick.
+ He would draw me pictures.
+ We'd go out a lot, but also stay home some weekends like hermits and keep to ourselves.
+ We'd buy disposable camera's in bulk and take tons of pictures.
+ We'd fight sometimes, but he never settles on what I think, it would have to be mutual.
+ I want a boy who would open up to me.
+ who i couldn't live without.
+ a guy who didn't mind when i felt like going crazy, and did.
+Who would let me take lots and ltos of photos of him.

THE GIRL
Green eyes
blonde hair
scared and scarred
melodramic
freak
too trusting
pissed off

LIKES
taking photos
glass
friends
music
conversations that are deep to the people invloved but toally pointless to everyone else
Poems and lyrics
gory picture
Horror movies
Blood and guts
typwriters
highgways at night
coffee
collages
mix cds
mail

DISLIKES
backstabbers
times new roman
curfews
open doors
closed doors
close-mindedness
excessive religion
school
fighting
hurting people
fucking up