mmm.... shit day qat the movies today. good to see people i guess. but both the movies were shit as. sat next to ethan and jess in both the movies. Didn't sit next to tom in either. slash he didn't go see the second one but hey, whatever. so i hardly saw him or talked to him all day. and jess fucking lost my thongs. so pissed. i really don't think tom likes me anymore. its like he doesn't wanna be around me. we don't have anytihng to say either. there's always these big gaps in the conversation. like now. we've probably said.... two things to each other. great. is this the way it's gonna end. fuck i don't want it to end. but i don't wanna be stuck with a guy who pretends around me and who i can't be crazy with or talk to. i cry so fucking much over him to. over stupid stuff yea, but i'm a crazy, unhappy, anxy, bitch. i don't wanna fucking cry over someone i love as much as him.