Wednesday, January 12, 2005

There's a secret I've been perfecting


i've decided i really don't like ciggarates. they're crap and pot's easier to smoke and get anyhow. parents are always counting their smokes in case their kids try to take them but they never think to notice their pot.... dumarses......
i wanted to smoke pot so bad today. but i'm not gonna. i really want to but i'm stopping. for real this time. if tom knew that i still smoke it he'd kill me. or even worse, he'd dump me.
i did nothing again today.... i think i did soemthing.... oh yea i watched sex and the city for hours on end. it was good but there's still more to watch which is good.
i felt so bad last night. i was laying in bed and i started getting leg pains and then my heart stated hurting heaps and i wa sjust laying there going ow, what the fuck is going on.... really annoying

THE GIRL
Green eyes
blonde hair
scared and scarred
melodramic
freak
too trusting
pissed off

LIKES
taking photos
glass
friends
music
conversations that are deep to the people invloved but toally pointless to everyone else
Poems and lyrics
gory picture
Horror movies
Blood and guts
typwriters
highgways at night
coffee
collages
mix cds
mail

DISLIKES
backstabbers
times new roman
curfews
open doors
closed doors
close-mindedness
excessive religion
school
fighting
hurting people
fucking up