i feel so strange, when i touch my face its not my hand.... when i say stuff i can't tell if its me or not. i can't feel anything but i can feel everything... typing is hurting my arms when they touch my keyboard thing.. but i feel like i keep typing the wrong thing... like i dont have full control of my hands and fingers. i don't think i do..... and no i'm not stoned, high, whatever else you want to call it. and my moods changing again, right now i'm feeling sooo sad and myface feels like its melting. but before i was fine. i want to sleep but i'm not tired? my bodies contraditing itself. my feet are tingling but i don't have feet.... you must have the point by now...
where did my music go? its just gone.... i have no idea
i feel dead, well what i expect deadness to feel like, theres nothing.
i hate everyone and everything but with no cause or reason. for nothing. everything is for nothing.