i don't care for anything. i dont want to live anymore. i mean this really really really. i just want to get a knife or blade or anything at all and drag it down my arm and feel it ripping the skin apart. i want to watch the blood running everywhere amd not have to worry bout anything. i want to take a million pills and then fall asleep forever.
fuck i hate this! i dont want to talk to you in a happy way max! no offence but your pissing me off. and you too tom! I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!! i don't want to hear about your friends or how your going to get somewhere i just want to fucking die. i hate having to talk happy when i'm not, i hate feeling like this, i just want everything to end.
i know that people would care if i died but you know what, i just dont care! i dotn care about anything. i just dont want to feel anything
I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!