there's no cure for the pain. oh so right. i wish it wasn't but it is. it cant get hot enough, it can't hurt enough. i'm craving it, need it but can't fufill it. i wonder how long i'll get away with it for before she finds out? what will i sink to when she does? she'll never understand that no matter what she says she can't stop me.
YOUR WORDS OF ABANDONMENT DO NOTHING TO ME!
i'll continue to do it, just in different spots. i can't quench the hate. oh how i wish i could, but i can't.